Pato, I am this close to falling in love with you.
eternal-sighs says: ....I am just so petrified of the future, the unknown, death, the afterlife, the big picture. I'm scared of being a failure and I'm scared of making it big. I don't know why I feel this way and when I ask for advice people give me generic answers like, "You just need to exercise more." I lay awake at night for hours on end, my mind racing, my chest feeling like a black hole. This keeps me from achieving so much. Have you ever felt this way? How do I stop myself from being fearful of life itself?


Write a story wherein everything you fear comes to pass.  Then make it worse.  Then, keep making it worse.  Exhaust all your worst fears on the page.  That works for me.  Then… if you can actually sell it you’ll really conquer your demons.   Eventually, as you write, you’ll even begin to laugh at those terrors.  Trust me.  It works.

We have a DEA chemist on the set. He taught us how to make methamphetamine, which is a very detailed process. I still have my notes. I didn’t want to learn about the back-­alley process. I wanted to know how to make it perfectly, the absolute purest meth, and what equipment and chemicals to use, because that’s what my character does. So if I had to, I could make more than just meth; I could make really, really good meth. It has created a very healthy sideline for me if this acting thing ever stops working.

Emmy Rossum at the CBS, Showtime and the CW Party at the TCA Summer Tour  (July 29th, 2012)